Frustration

I don't know about you guys, but often times I have felt a bit frustrated with my service learning site because I feel as though they expect way more out of me than I can really provide, especially with having a full time job, trying to make ends meet, and going to school full time as well. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE the work that I have done this semester and feel as though I have truly made a difference, but I have often times been overwhelmed with the expectations that have been placed on my shoulders.

I went in knowing that I was going to be "Coordinator of Computer Literacy" for the semester, but the job description wasn't necessarily thoroughly thought out nor discussed. At times, when I felt lost, I feel as though students (as well as other volunteers who I was overseeing) would get frustrated with me because I may not have known something, thus causing me to become frustrated with myself and, at times, with those who run the organization. Over time, I have become much more chilled out and comfortable with my job and that frustrates me too only because it's nearing the end of my time there and I FINALLY got the hang of everything.

Oh well, I guess it's a working progress for all, but this has definitely taught me to be much more patient and open-minded. As I've said before, despite frustrations, I will definitely miss working with my incredible students.

Peace.